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Post by Cathrine Fear on Aug 16, 2008 7:13:13 GMT -5
'I'm going insane, I'm talking to a voice in my head that sounds like Kai. I'm arguing with a voice in my head that sounds like Kai. I'm fucking talking to a dead mans voice in my head' Cathrine thought and frowned before slamming her head against the head board of her bed and burying her face in her knee's.
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Post by Ryuk on Aug 16, 2008 7:17:17 GMT -5
ryuk was almost asleep wen cathrine hit her hear odd the hear board and startled droping the bottle of sake on the floor "shit shit shit shit" ryuk sed in a low tone as he picked up the bottle quickly most of it already soaked into the floor he sighed and picked up a towl wipeing the floor clean "stupid...." ryuk wisperd to himself
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Post by Cathrine Fear on Aug 16, 2008 7:24:46 GMT -5
Cathrine stayed like that trying to block out anymore words from the dead man inside her head. she knew he wasn't real, he couldn't be real. 'Why wont you admit I'm here I've come back to tell you to leave and stop being weak' She heard him. "Stop it Kai please" I whimpered.
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Post by Ryuk on Aug 16, 2008 7:29:26 GMT -5
ryuk had finished cleaning the sake wen he heard cathrine wimper and he knocked on the dore softly "are you ok Fear-Chan" ryuk leaned agenst the dore frame slightly his hand resting on the dore slghtley
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Post by Cathrine Fear on Aug 16, 2008 7:33:06 GMT -5
'Don't answer him Catty, he'll just leave like the rest of them even Yoshi' Kai told her as Cathrine fell to her side on her bed still curled up. "I'm f...fine" She called out unconvincingly.
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Post by Ryuk on Aug 16, 2008 7:38:25 GMT -5
"are you shure...you dont sound ok..." ryuk dident wont to barge in incase she was doeing anything but stayed nere the dore
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Post by Cathrine Fear on Aug 16, 2008 7:43:15 GMT -5
'why wont he leave already, stop making me hurt. if i get close it will hurt worse.......I have to get out of here. I don't belong, I don't belong, I should have died then I wouldn't have this problem' she thought not answering Ryuk who was at the door.
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Post by Ryuk on Aug 16, 2008 7:45:29 GMT -5
"i wont leave you agean if thats what your worried about" he wisperd with enough conviction in his voice for her to hear it
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Post by Cathrine Fear on Aug 16, 2008 7:50:15 GMT -5
'LIER' Kai's voice yelled in Cathrine's head. "Your lying, stop lying you'll leave just like everyone else, I'll be alone always" She said and whimpered trying to hold her anguish away.
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Post by Ryuk on Aug 16, 2008 7:55:59 GMT -5
"i cant lie to you Cathrine" ryuk rested his forehead on the slideing dore a small shadow of ryuk could be seen inside Cathrine's room
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Post by Cathrine Fear on Aug 16, 2008 7:59:25 GMT -5
"yes you can, your doing it now" She said to him showing how much it has hurt her every time someone left her, and how Yoshi leaving just sent her over the edge.
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Post by Ryuk on Aug 16, 2008 8:05:35 GMT -5
"im not lyeing to you just now, i wont leave you agean" ryuk's hand rested on the slideing dore "its not paint its my blood" ryuk smiled slightley... "yoshi left me to... i know how you feel.... just... dont shut me out of your life.. im not like everyone else.." his voice trailed off slowley
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Post by Cathrine Fear on Aug 16, 2008 8:17:37 GMT -5
Cathrine started to sob in her bed curled in the fetal position and buried her head into her pillow. 'How can i trust him' She thought.
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Post by Ryuk on Aug 16, 2008 8:21:56 GMT -5
"what can i do for you... to make you trust me" Ryuk questioned his hand gently circeling the fabric inside the wood of the dore
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Post by Cathrine Fear on Aug 16, 2008 8:24:22 GMT -5
"I......I don't know" Cathrine muttered through sobs, she wanted to but she didn't want to be hurt anymore.
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